my world according to me.

Either have alerts set up or search their names on twitter a lot, huh? I was asking a question to the air about someone who was in a movie I was watching & she magically appeared in my @replies. We have no mutual follows and the tweet wasn’t RTd w/ her Twitter name (heck I didn’t even know she was ON twitter), but alas.

It’s a damn shame that I’m insured, but haven’t been to a doctor in a few years. Changing jobs/insurance lead to a lapse in care and then blammo, here I am w/o a primary care physician. Fast forward to tonight when I’m sitting on my bed post workout and I get the worst abdominal pain of my life. It’s like someone stabbed me and it went clean through from my lower belly to back. I can’t sit up because it hurts too much. I can’t lie down because it hurts too much. The only thing that some what soothes the pain is lying on my side in a pseudofetal position, but even that doesn’t help the pain cease. I’ve only felt this pain twice before in life. The first time I ended up in the hospital for a few days on a liquid diet while doctors couldn’t figure out my mystery ailment. On the third day, they finally realized that I’d had an ovarian cyst that ruptured and caused all this pain. The second time I felt this pain I was driving back to work from lunch when I worked at DVO. I wound up calling my boss and letting her know I wasn’t coming back from lunch, then pulling into a parking lot and lying there for a couple hours until the pain subsided enough for me to power through a drive home. Tonight I laid on the cold tile in my bathroom until the pain subsided a bit for me to come back and dick around on the internet. Gonna look up a doc on this new insurance tomorrow.